Tur Yang?

2011-10-30T20:08:00.003+08:00

All these precious moments
With you by my side
Must be a gift from heaven
That's holding me all night

I don't know how I found you
I'm thankful that I have
Now that I have a love so true
To hold, to keep, to share

*
In my heart I can no longer hold inside
All of the love I used to hide
I'll always be with you until the very end
In this world there in no place I'd rather be
You are my life, my soul, my ~~girl boy~~
You through it all I know
That you've come to see that you're the one till the end

All my friends around me
Say you'd be gone too soon
Baby I'm gonna make them see
We've found our way back home

(Repeat*)

We'll always be till the end

2011-10-25T07:43:00.001+08:00

dearest hubby,

wo ai ni!
I dare not sleep, cus im afraid of those bad dreams..
They may not be the same dream.. but those of dreams of me losing you...

S I G H

Super sweet breakfast

2011-10-22T11:54:00.001+08:00

Having breakfast now... Feels good but I'm damnit sleepy...

Cute girl playing iPad happily.

Chan ruk ter

2011-06-24T03:29:00.000+08:00

Im really upset. Upset because I dont really have proper rest the past 1 week.

Ive worked at 7days in a row.

Attended beerfest, for 4 days ( would talk bout it later )

And 4days at Stitch before i actually had a good time to rest for a day.

but i had to use this day to go do my shopping for my birthday.

Just before i could go home i was discussing about how should i do my invitation cards and mum called to make noise.

So when i headed home, she started nagging non-stop.

I mean i know she's stress, but what about me?

I haven gone clubbing to release my anger, stress, tiredness and have fun.

Why dont you see the changes in me and give me a lil more freedom!

Must you say stuff like i will only find you both when i need money?

Ive been eating into my pay advancing them and trying my very best not to take money from you all already...

Give me a break!

God dammit!

Now you pissed me off so badly, I guess ive made up my mind to not celebrate my 21st.

Happier now? I rather go club every night get drunk come home sleep, go work, drink, get drunk and sleep. Repeating the process everyday.. I think im happier this way.

My friends whom drinks with me aint those damn steady.

Unlike my own friends, who claims they miss me, they are my friend but when i call them out, they disappear, and wont even bother replying.

Other than my darling, yakuza and tgy and estee, no others are anywhere close or good.

DAMMMIT IM SO FUCKING ANGRY and UPSET!

Luckily I did manage to cry out all my hidden emotions and i feel so much better.

But still... upset.

But oh well anyways i went crazy. so after blogging im gona sleep and go work tmr!

Beerfest 16th - 19th June

3rd June - STEAMBOAT

25th May

Lunch with darling before she leave for her holiday

21st May

One random shopping day with Darl to get her stuff.

good nights

May's post.

2011-05-18T04:07:00.000+08:00

Okay this is what I owe my blog. Sorry for growing some spider webs on you.

And i want to tell you, i miss you. HAHAHAHA

17th May

Happy vesak day!!

As for me? work lorr what else.. lols Im so addicted to my job.

I dream of it even on my off days.

Like i wake up at 12pm thinking i have work and my mum would ask "you working today meh?"

i went "Ohhhh ya hor" Then ko on my bed. lols

Anyway, Happy birthday to FAWL!

(if you still read my blog, you should know la hor....)

16th May

Full from resting the entire day.

=) Nice...

15th May

Went to starhub and got my bb exchanged again.

-_- i dont know how long i can survive on changing my phone every other week.

But yeah so far so good.

14th May

Was at PS's cotton on. Me and mum was buying clothes ended up screaming on top of our lungs.

Reason: Their music are meant for the deaf!

So freaking loud my ears had this ringing sound.. So annoying.

And so i told my mum this.

*screaming* "If i had a gun, i'll shoot the speakers down"

My mum went laughing... The aunties infront of her outside the fitting room stared at me.

and i? did what i do best... Roller my eyes. hahahah!

13th May

Here comes Friday the 13th.

Any unlucky stuff happened to you?

Well for me was a simple small matter.

Pontian mixed up my order and it took me 20mins to get my food. How SWEET of them.

12th May

Went to dentist still abit giddy from clubbing last night. And i tell you... Its a no no no joke seeing a female dentist.

Stupid bitch!

Ogay here's the story.

I had a tooth decay last year and was suppose to go back for a filling.

Cus i had no time so i went today. And the hole was so bad i had to choose to extract or root canal treatment.

So i wanted to extract but she told me no la she patch back first then i decide.

So i said ogay. Meanwhile she drill like she's a contractor and keep hurting my nerves and i ouch-ed so many times and all she say was...

"Why? pain uh?" I said ya she went "oh okay" and she drilled again and again.

I tahan until she place that filling and i could not take it any longer.

Cus the pain was so horrible that it lead to a migraine. She had no choice and she got so scared she gave me 1 antibiotic and 2 panodols.

-_- buay kia si until i almost si then she kia. knn

11th May

Well, since i haven been partying....

So i went from BUTTER FACTORY to NEW ASIA with A, L, J and some new friends.

then back to BUTTER FACTORY when NEW ASIA closes. lols

Then to Dragonfly with C, gf and new friends again. hahaa

And back to kampong to meet up an old friend then chit chat until almost day-break.

10th May

cheung mun kee pig organ soup with S, A, F, E, K, MQ!

Shiok uh!!!

Shit wrong angle. hhhaha or am i too fat already?

8th May

Actually come to think of it. I always thought that after a break-up we could still be friends.

But then again i think id rather be a stranger to you.

Neway darl came down to cine and waited for me to finish work. sweeeet or what?

Haha aftermath accompanied her for dinner since her pizza was cold..

Then sent her to the taxi stand and headed to Old Town to watch all the bosses watch football.

And i seriously dont understand why... WHY when they score, the guys look like they're gonna jump over the table instead of a moon.

7th May

Went out for dinner and bought a PRIVACY SCREEN PROTECTOR.

It cost me $15.

Guess what! I see shit in privacy. haha Like hurting my eyes only. knn

6th May

Met darl after work. And guess what? bishan's air smells like pee and shit.

What's wrong!!! Grrr.

Neways cabbed to darl's house and escorted her down from her flat then off to NEX.

Had Wendy's and NTUC shopping. And i bought apples for mom.

5th May

Consider it my reward? Or just a friendly outing?

Ahhh whatever it is..

I caught the movie FAST AND FURIOUS 5!

But!!! I watched the 11am show.

I must be pretty dumb to do that... hahaha but its okay..

At least with someone worth watching.

And i cant decide. Vin diesel? or The rock?

awwwwww** Both so muscular! *Drools*

Aftermath headed to Cotton on to grab a set of clothes.

Then off to Jurong to reborn my hair.

Met Darl at Bugis for dinner and some shopping at bugis street.

then again i spent money again to buy clothes. -_-

3rd May

YEEPIE! daddy bought me a phone. Phew! Like finally im not gonna survive wo a phone or using a dumb phone. =)

2nd May

Entered a shop that dint feel like my shop.

Reason: Boss installed extra huge light bulbs!

Thanks!

Neways, some ang moh kids came into my shop and played hidw-and-seek.

Does my shop looks like a playground to you? Dammit!

And of cus! i lost my ic few days ago...

And so i called the police hotline to ask for help.

Cus i wanted to go clubbing.. and he said this

Police: "If you have to go clubbing, pls refrain from doing so until you get an ic."

Me:" wtf"

2011-04-27T18:29:00.000+08:00

Was checking out some stuff on google, and i spotted this while reading up on Insomnia.

How about those single people?

lols..

Okay im bored and i know this is lame..

2011-04-27T03:38:00.000+08:00

I want to keep my blog alive! I want to keep my blog alive! I want to keep my blog alive!

There are too many things I have been doing the past few months. Too many to remember too much to key in.

Well i shall just note some pointers down.

CLUBBING TIME

> SOUL

> BUTTER

> REBEL/ZIRCA

> NEW ASIA

> ZOUK

> ATTICA

> POWER HOUSE

PLACES I HANG OUT

> HARD ROCK CAFE

> STARBUCKS @ WHEELOCK

> RK HOUSE AT SERANGOON GARDENS

> ECP

> AIRPORT

18/4

H brought me to KUMAR's NIGHT! Fucking hilarious. No joke.

20/4

New Asia, Power House

21/4

Soul, and I lost my entire bag there.

22/4

Cineleisure

23/4

Made police report then to NEX with Darling for Pontian wan ton, and stayed over at her place till morning time took a bus home.

24/4

Had Easter lunch with parents then off to work.

25/4

Work - home

26/4

Work - home again.

27/4

About to happen for today..

Wake up and head down to ICA. Aftermath work then off to BUTTER!

Oh my god I cant wait to see Joanne, Gillian, Mable, Sharmian, Reiee.!!!!

Well that was all i rmb... And yeah off to bed..

***

I feel like ima lil girl whom received candies, smiling like a retard. =)

Because it was you! =p

I need to start losing weighttt! GOD SAVE ME!!!

Plans for the week are:

Thurs - Soul

Fri - Considering hanging out

Sat - Dearest Cheryl TSR's bday so its a celebration + Helipad + NANA!

2011-04-26T04:22:00.000+08:00

Everytime I see you, it feels like my hearts beating so fast as thou I just ran a 100miles.
Each time I try to breathe, it feels like my wind pipe's stuck and its choking.
Your presence, makes me feel like the bulbs flaming bright, so warm and nice.

Each time we hang out, time would be passing so fast,
so fast like japan's bullet train.
And i would be so so so not willing and hesitant to go home.
Cus i know if i leave, i dont know when i would see you.
(okay thou i know when but it feels longs even for a day)

I know its never possible. Never a path for us to walk.
Just by seeing you makes me smile like a silly dumb ass bitch.
Even if end of the world's here, it dint matter.
Cus its you, whom actually makes nasty problems and thought go away.
I really really am so crazy, i feel like exploding.

Your fav song has been on repeat for days.
I never get sick. I so wanna play it out loud, but am so afraid you'll hear it.
I dont want you to know how mad I am.
Thou things Ive done seems meaningless and stupid, but it doesnt matter at all with you around.

Youre just like the shiniest star above me.
I feel so safe around you, never was I afraid.
Your scent was like the most amazing perfume ever.
So tempta-cious like I wish human body could purely live by taking in air and never need to let it out.
Cus it feels like a waste.
Memories are so enchanting, it would be a waste if its forgotten.
I wished a camera would capture all the memories of you and could be replayed back as and when i like.

I wished for so many things, but one most important wish is for you to be happy and always smiling.
that's one thing I could give to you.

Just want to have you all to myself but it seems selfish. Selfish of me to demand.
Hoping, watching and dreaming, seems to be my BFF.

=)
<3

PS: Whoever reads this must be thinking of something or have that someone in your mind right?
hahaha Crazy this is called Made up story la! lols okay ran out of brain juice. goodnights

2011-04-13T02:05:00.000+08:00

Met H and he sent me to work.

Lol and i sat on a bike in the afternoon yet still sweat like some gila babe.

But yeah nice feel of sitting on a bike.

But hell yeah! Thanks for saying i look weird getting on and off the bike. TYVM! hahah

Currently at Starbucks @Wheelock.

Chilling with T and C and C was suppose to study, yet she is like chillingggggg out here.

FRIDAY EXAMS still got the cheek to play...

I really wanna do events but hardly have the chance to get in..

Need to lose more weight!!!

Should i be a Air Stewardess??

2011-03-30T06:17:00.000+08:00

You know how i feel towards you?

You know how pain it felt in my heart to know the fact?

Guess you'll never know. haha Cus i never told you so.

Well, if what not telling you makes you feel better,

i'd rather not say.

Seriously...

I'd rather remain silence and not make a sound,

seeing you happy from a little corner of somewhere you're at.

GOOD NIGHTS!

PS: oh well since im here, any humans passing by here happen to be a clubber,

For CLUB SOUL / BUTTER FACTORY's LADIES NIGHT

pls contact me for Guestlist (ladies) / table reservations.

@ michieepereira@gmail.com

2011-03-24T16:02:00.000+08:00

Hello!!

Im back to introduce you a new party place!

Thou not very new, but yeah not many have heard of it.

So here comes......

LUXYBASH Proudly presents :

30th March 2011
Wednesday
* LUXYBASH *
Lamboghini Ladies Night!!
SOUL CLUB
Doors open at 10pm till late

Soul, renowned for its dimension of visual euphoria is set to bring the party to a higher level, with its elegantly decorated interior and artistic surroundings combined with characteristic mood lightings; it never fails to impress the party go-ers.

Luxybash, a celebrated icon that refashions ladies night in Singapore is here to stay
Every Wednesday @ SOUL
Luxybash defines the perfect concoction of glamorous and wild;
A sensation otherwise in your wildest dreams. Ladies night as it is, belongs to the ladies hence we have lined up a crew of bar-boys just to pamper the ladies. Yes, by pampering, we meant booze and of course, free flow! Ladies don’t be afraid to drink it up as we are pleased to serve.
Luxybash is proud to create the first
‘NO QUEUE FREEFLOW’
in Singapore as waiters will roam the club with ready-made drinks.

You will not want to miss the action as the Lamborghinis’ roar is bound to echo Club Soul vicinity, with a line up of Lamborghinis owners invited to attend the debut of Luxybash, it definitely portrays our core of glamorous and wild, all infused into one party exclusively @ SOUL.
Drink up then get a ride or get laid; your choice.

Special highlights of the night: Beer bong races and adrenaline shots.
Keen to shun from the liquor? Fret not, as beer would play substitute.
Race to finish the barrels of beer we provide and you won’t regret what’s awaiting- the perfect prize.
This would be the indulgence for the guys, of course if you can handle the beer!
Adrenaline shots would also be given,
those shots in syringes are sure to spice things up,
as you choose the alcohol you desire most.

Cover
Guys - $25 incl 2 free drinks
Ladies - No queue free flow 1030PM to 1230AM

Sounds :
Dj Ohan (R&B, Korean-pop)
SOF (previously from MADTHRILLS)

Bottles promo (All night):
2 martell $398
2 Glenlivet $298
2 Chivas $348
2 Wybrowa $348
2 Chivas 18 $488
2 Mumms $199

Dress code: Dress to kill

Payment information: Cash, all major credit cards.

Seating
Seatings available for general admission and VIP.

Location
331 North Bridge Road,
Odeon Towers #02-01,
Singapore 188720

How to get there:
http://www.streetdirectory.com/asia_travel/travel/travel_id_6377/travel_site_13714/

Parking: Odeon Towers Carpark

Table Reservations:
Available for VIP 2nd level. ( Min 3 Bottles )
Gold VIP tables
Silver VIP tables
Bronze VIP tables

table reservations contact :
Jeremy - (hp) : 91837060 email : jeremy@luxybash.com
Kane - (hp) : 91298967 email : kane@luxybash.com

For tickets / Vip Guestlist reservations contact
Kai - (Hp) 97867396

Seating: Yes, general admission and VIP.

For female guest-lists, please contact our LuxyBash ambassadors.

Or simply just click here to attend my event page. =)

http://www.facebook.com/event.php?eid=213027922044336

love love

2011-02-01T05:05:00.000+08:00

I know ive been away for a long time.

Well, in short ive been visiting Butter cookies, booty call, supper with friends, work and work non stop even off days have to do stuff.

So tired man..

I'll find a day after cny and blog all bout it. =D

Well this few days have been raining.. grrrr hate this weather..

I dont know what i should do.

To let go / To hold on.

To love or not to love.

To pester you or not to pester?

Or should i just simply not be how crazy i used to be?

I really dont know.

I wish to give up everything.

Want to cry but im too tired to even cry.

Sigh..

i miss you really badly..

but i know its impossible.

2011-01-10T17:24:00.000+08:00

9th January Sunday

Off to TGIF with E and F!

Awesome short night hangout.

8th January Saturday

Off to the bank but cheque could not cash out cus its dated on the 9th.

Sway

Off to chicken rice lunch with R

Then to simlim to get Bold 9000.

WHOOHOO!!

7th January Friday

Butter for awhile.. To show some support for my fav idol!

Then to overeasy. =D

Vodka ribena, vodka orange, vodka ribena.. hahhah

6th January Thursday

Wasnt suppose to be off but was too drunk to work.

Sian.. FML. haha

5th January Wednesday

BUTTER COOKIES!

WHOOHOO!!

So god dam seh.. Drank a wee bit too much.

Cant rmb what i drank thou..

Whiskey, tequila, vodka??

Was a super happy night man..

Thanks to E, M, G, R, S,K, B, YH, and awesome dj's music.

4th January Tuesday

Off to TGIF for a drink before heading down to

MUSTAFA! =D

So tak boleh tahan.. but i got out as soon as i got my stuff.

3rd January Monday

Out with G.

Had dinner at seah st, had fish and chips.

And its awfully expensive dey!

Lmao $27 bucks for it yet G said its once in a while...

Aftermath to Cathay for movies, and saw DEEJAY!!!

And then movie tix were sold out so ended up at ps for "Hello Stranger"

Super cute show...

Then R came to send me home.

2nd January Sunday

Worked with a seh seh brain.

1st January Saturday

BUTTER FACTORY!!

"Cus baby tonight, DJ's got us falling in love again...."

Well i buttered with B and K.

Was like a mad girl on the dance floor.

*Phew*

Vodka, whiskey, B52... Hmmm

Yummmyyy..

Anyway on a brighter note..

Any ladies whom dont know me and i dont know you, are welcome to join me on my guestlist for wednesday!

So just RSVP my fb event page at the following and contact me with my details over thr.

(strictly only entertain butter factory guestlist for ladies and guys whom are coming)

http://www.facebook.com/event.php?eid=174116709293010

2011-01-03T17:08:00.000+08:00

Are you peeps ready to rock ya body at BUTTER FACTORY this wed?

Its a brand new year and the 1st ladies night at BUTTER!

Come rock with DJ ANDREW at BUMP, DJ DAVE at Fash!

Contact me for Guestlist (for ladies only)! HURRY! Im so excited and im sooooo looking

forward to it!

Are you?? Im ready!

Are you? Im ready! LETS GO!!!!

Get your friends to join in as well!

When you party, the more.. The merrier!

Kindly email me if youre coming.

Together with the amount of ladies in total coming this wed, by tuesday afternoon!

Do come and enjoy yourself to the fullest and worry about work later!

EMAIL: michieepereira@gmail.com

2011-01-01T02:56:00.000+08:00

H A P P Y

N E W

Y E A R

! ! !

Im so happyyy!!

Its finally a new year!

But on second thoughts im upset.

Another year to pass.

And in 7 months and 3 days time im turning 21.

Im gonna start planning my birthday man.

Just a simple plan would do.. =D

I wanna spend my birthday at BUTTER FACTORY..

But who want to sponsor and open table??? hahaha

New year and im home.. So lonely man.

I bet people at butter factory are rocking hard with dj's music..

=( Its okay on a happier not, im spinning dj's musica!

hahaha gtg.. R is downstairs..

2010-12-31T15:33:00.000+08:00

SUPER happening night at BUTTER FACTORY..

I was literally enjoying myself TTM!

Thanks to DJ!

Ah well... Whose going to the first ladies night at BUTTER this wed??

Click the page below and click attending..

http://www.facebook.com/event.php?eid=188800244469575

Anyway all ladies who are going tell me okay!! Can add you into guestlist!!

And guys.. thou you have to pay for entering.. But its fun..

Its a small price to pay for the fun you;re gonna have all night!

Do bring in your gfs too!

2010-12-29T15:59:00.000+08:00

Firstly,

Im excited about tonight!

Why?

Its the Last ladies night of 2010 at BUTTER FACTORY!

Following week would be a brand new year!

So join me at Butter Factory tonight!

Ladies can leave down your tag at my tagboard or email me..

Ive got 8 more names to fit into my guestlist!

Email : Michieepereira@gmail.com

Secondly,

Im gonna see my fav DJ of all!!

Im gonna screeeeeeeeam HELLO at you man!

Lastly,

Im having gastric...

Moodspoiler!

Of all days today gastic! TMD

hahah

Okay got to go back to work!

2010-12-26T20:05:00.000+08:00

ATTENTION LADIES!!

Any ladies interested to club at BUTTER FACTORY on Wednesdays?

And you're so sick of the long queeue?

Contact me for guestlist yeah?

You may leave me your name and contact at my tagboard or plugoo

or even mail me at michieepereira@gmail.com for guestlists!!

Since its free, why not get in fast?!

Contact me asap yeah!

Im waitinggg...

PS sorry guys, its only for the ladies!!

Im so excited to go find my fav DJ!!!

2010-12-26T01:24:00.001+08:00

So how did everyone spent their Christmas this year?

Hopefully its great..

21 Dec, Tuesday,

Caught the movie "LET ME IN"

Err... Okay la.. Not scary and not really nice..

Purely gross that's all.

Stupid ugly vampires, still TWILIGHT da best!

22 Dec, Wednesday,

Anyway headed off to zouk last wed.

And it was effing packed!

Squeezed like nobody's business..

Played 5-10 with BH, Ben, Estee and myself.

Hahaha

Then...

Me: "Nvm nvm i drink, tmr you got work"

Estee: "Eh michiee nooo... I drink"

Me: "NOO I SAID I DRINK"

*snatched the jug and hit a glass, and it flew to the ground landed with a PRIANG sound*

Heng the lady behind me jump one step away.

MAHAHAHAHAHA Super epic..

Aftermath, R came to pick me up.
With a stalk to blur rose as my advance xmas pressie! HAHAH

Awesome... xie xie.. its placed nicely in a vase le! No worries!
And i squeezed out the blue dye from the package into the vase.
And the water turned blue too! lols

But Zouk's a disappointment..

Neverless, BUTTER never fails to let me down!

Im gonna scream in a whiney and screetchy voice to my fav DJ ANDEWT!!

Cant wait!

For your info he would be spinning his awesome musics at BUMP this wed.

So if youre going, squeeze with da crowd to visit him! =D

23 Dec, Thursday,

Slept the whole day then went to TM for dinner with parents.

And got some last min pressie..

24 Dec, Friday,

SUPER late la! Damn traffic...

Anyway, R came to send me to work.

Aftermath received a bouquet of blue roses from S.

Thanks for the rose. Its nicely placed in my living room! OUTSTANDING!

Then waiting for W to pick me up but he ended up still home 1hr later.

hahaha Then i cabbed back home and managed to only wish my cousins like 5mins before xmas and they left..

Then my effort of buying those cheap lowly never will get drunk kind of alcohol went to waste..

Drinking alone and smoking outside my house. HAHAH

Thanks for the pressies peeps!

Especially to my boss.

Love it to bits!

25 Dec, Saturday,

As for xmas, sigh huge disappointment..

No clubbing, no drinking, no gathering.

Lonely boring sucky xmas this year. Sighhh

Okay got to go to bed. Got work ltr..

2010-12-24T17:00:00.002+08:00

Dear SANTA!

I want Blue roses,

Blue Roses,

Blue Roses

nothing but blue roses..

PLEASE FLLOD MY HOUSE WITH THEM!

MUAHOHOHO!

MERRY XMAS EVERYONE IN ADVANCE!!!

Have a great weekend and a Merry MERRY XMAS

ps: anyone going BUTTER this wed?

Finally.. Im like updating. lols

2010-12-20T16:50:00.000+08:00

19th December, Sunday
Afterwork, headed to BEDS for a drink or 2.
Was a cool ktv pub and its cold i swear. lols

=D

18th December, Saturday
Off to MS to meet jun and the girls..
Went to take pic and wished her happy bday and i went off for dinner with my darling and Emily.

XIN WANG hong kong cafe for dinner.
Lols im like always at XW sia

14th December, Tuesday
Off to see doctor and then dinner with darl.
Aftermath to NEX for photobooth session!
lols only 1 pic to show thou.

13th December. Monday
Fever still work!
lols everybody telling me that..
No choice ma... Then what specially take off meh.
Not like i will stay home...
Besides Fever work shiok what! hahaha

=p

12th December, Sunday
Fever's up.
Off to Suntec to buy pressies and find darl.
Had dinner with parents and off to carefour to find LV!
=D

LV:"You like small girl, abit only sick"
hahaha!

Aftermath PX came to meet me..
Nagging at me to rest well, take care, sweat it out!
Although super naggy but uber caring!
I like it! =D

xn

11th December, Saturday
Went to NEX for window shopping!
Then to PS for daiso shopping..
Then to Forever21 to buy a top.
TEEHEE PX buy de i love it TTM!

Then to Cine..
And off to Punggol Marina!

Went to sing song, drink and drunk.
Im a lousy drinker nowadays.
I can no longer be how i use to drink so much.
Sighhh sad!

TIME TO TRAINNN

10th December, Friday
TGIF for a drink afterwork.
-_- all your fault BIG HORSE!

lols im a victim here....

9th December, Thursday
Lunch and Ikea trip with J.

=D

7th December, Tuesday
TGIF with BH and then off for Bak Kut Teh at Balestier.

Home sweet home.

3rd December, Friday

Ah well.. Raining day again..

Bad day.

Well, today's time passed rather slow.

Dint sleep much last night.

Spent the whole night watching drama and crying.

tsktsk

But had a fun time changing mannikin's clothes with boss.

hahaha CBK and SK..

Once again its a lonely night. BORING~~~

Short update for random thoughts.

Youre this bright in my dark room.

Would we?

The way I am when Im getting used to be alone.

Ah well.. I can live that way. teehee.

2nd December, Thursday

Headed to Bugis for dinner with Darl, and co.

=D Aftermath home sweet home.

*Wished I could turn back time....

1st December, Wednesday

*AHEM* *grins*

Well started the day off by waking soooo late.

Then off to Cathay for movie.

Caught the show "The Next Three Days" with Prof X.

Aftermath off to PS for a walk and off to Suntec to meet darl.

Psycho-ed her to Butter.

And then off to pick E from Cine to Butter. =D

Pretty awesome night.

Saw familiar faces.

Like Reiee, Dennis, Charmaine, Darl's friend, NUM friend.....

Ordered 2 Vodka Cranberry and 2 Vodka Ribena.

Free glass of jager bomb by some guys beside us.

But was all spoiled by me.

Panted so badly and had chest tight-ness. It hurts kay!

Ambulance arrived and I was fine by then.

Much better just that I was having numb hands and legs.

Was offered to be sent to the hospital, but i rejected.

Ahh well Darl left way earlier..

Lols Darl was a gone case~~~

E was seh too.. Lmao..

And me? Tipsy but was sober. Just cannot balance myself.

E left too. Left me and WJ.

So we went near my block to chill before heading home.

Sian keep panting.

NEVERLESS, MORE BUTTER PLSSSS

23rd November

Late picss

2010-12-19T14:09:00.001+08:00

OMG!!!

At the start of the afternoon, im feeling so like clubbing!!

Im gonna go ZOUK this wed!

Happy man...

And then BUTTER FACTORY next wed!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHH

Seriously man ive got no xmas or new years vibes..

Only clubbing vibes!

Let me know if youre going PEEPS!

2010-12-17T16:57:00.000+08:00

Neway..

Just a short update before i go back to work again.

Im like falling asleeppp!

Oh yesterday I went to get another piercing..

Finally my right ear have no gap in between my ear holes!

Waiting for it to recover and im gonna do another piercing soon!!

Besides fever is gone, left with headache, cough, flu and sorethroat.

I wonder if i should go Zirca tonight or go Butter Fac next week!

Meanwhile, Ive just uploaded Plugoo.

It links directly to my msn. so yeah just chat there with me. Im gonna remove cbox soon i guess..

*praying hard boss faster come.. im sleepy*

2010-12-16T16:01:00.000+08:00

I know Ive been away for a loong time.

Anyways im back to blogging.

And Ive got a good news..

To anyone whom enters here.

Be it youre on good terms or bad terms with me.

STITCH is having a awesome promotion..

Instead of the usual 15% off 2nd purchase onwards...

Now we've upgraded!

The more you spend the more discounts you'll get!

This is how it works!

1st piece = Original price

2nd piece = 15% off

3rd piece = 20% off

4th piece = 25% off

AWESOME isnt???

hurry down to STITCH and grab as much as you can!!

Its only this Xmas season yeah?

And what's more?

New designs and new colours!

=D Im gonna start shopping toooo!!

2010-12-07T18:38:00.000+08:00

Im starting to build concrete walls around me.

Day by day, level increasing.

Like how you play games and level up and getting stronger.

No matter what nobody hears me.

I feel as thou im not important at all.

Nobody seems to give me attention when im upset about something.

Nobody bother to find out.

Nobody bothers to understand.

Nobody hears me out.

So why not,

i just build my own wall, so no matter what i say, do or feel,

only i myself can understand.

I hide my emotions, hide my anger, hide everything i have to say, do or feel.

Thus i ended up covering myself with walls.

And then im all alone in this "no-escape" walls,

left with only myself to hear myself out.

And I sense no loneliness, fear, hurt, anger.

Cus everything bounce back to myself from the walls.

and i know"I have company".

This company of mine actually feels what i feel, hears what i hears and says what i says.

Seems like the company totally understands how i feel.

Last night I told my company not to cry anymore.

Not to seek attention anymore.

Cus "comoany" would always be there for me.

But im very tired... I wish i can just stop my body from moving or working for just a day.

24hrs is enough.

I just need total rest.

No dreams, no nightmares, no reality to disturb.

I want no disturbance.

PS: Should i BUTTER this wed?

Or patiently wait for Zirca next wed.?

2010-12-07T04:29:00.000+08:00

我。。。

我该怎么面对你?

笑着?

兴奋着?

期待着?

还是。。。

麻醉了。

还比麻辣还要麻。

心里好多想要说的话。

如何开始说呢?

从哪说起来才听得懂呢?

2010-12-06T04:53:00.001+08:00

You know how it sucks to confine to somebody and that person tells you this

:"Hiya ive been there, done that. And i dont want you to follow my steps.

So im telling you how to gain this and that by a easier way and you wont be so heart broken."

But i guess, that's you. Not me, not who is feeling how i feel.

Every human consist of different cells, mindset, mentality, reaction.

So majority would feel the same.

How about those minority?

Those handful of people who is stubborn, act tough or what you can think of feels?

What everyone goes thru maybe the same problem.

But reacting and thinking wise might be different.

Think again. People like me,

I know what the out come is, yet I want to go thru that pain, that hurt, that feeling, that failure.

Why?

Cus i believe every outcome and final decisions might have that 1% chance not what i think would be.

So?

Im willing to give it a try and see what is the ending.

Happy or sad. Win or lose.

During the progress, definitely would be filled with tears, anger, jealousy, happiness and heartbreaks.

Ending? Victory or Failure?

What if, god is kind enough to give me that 1% chance?

At least trying is better than giving up.

Sometimes being stubborn maybe a good thing.

All this years of my life, my stubbornness lead me to lots of failure.

One more time makes no diff.

Either it adds up to my collection of failure that might lead me to the world largest record of failure in the Guinness world record book?

Or my 1% chance just so happen to come to me this time?

D I really do wanna try.

But no matter how hard i try, i get so much aches.

How hard i tell myself I wont cry! I still cry.

I really tried. But im sorry i still wont give up.
No matter how hard i fall, it wont kill.
I promise i wont have those suicidal thoughts anymore.
How i stress i am, i swear i wont fall back into the pit of flames.
How pain it is, i will endure.
How it kills me slowly deep within, i wont let it kill me totally.

YOU WATCH ME!

Watch me succeed.

Just one more try. Give me that 1% hope.

_END_

TADA!!! My composition of the day.
Hopefully someones agree with my story?

2010-12-03T01:30:00.000+08:00

10,080mins.

Long?

To some, "nahz" but some says "YES"

hahaha..

For me? Darn!!!! Its effing long.

Quoted from Vics "What to do~~"

2010-12-01T04:18:00.000+08:00

"im leaving" he said.

I stood there all alone watching his back view walk away from me.

I was crying deep inside..

My tears aint visible. Nobody knows..

There isnt anything i could do.

I feel.... HELPLESS.

Im back to square one again.

all alone in my empty world.

I thought there was someone i could depend on.

Dear god wants me to taste the feeling of being alone.

"Im back." i thought to myself.

"Im back to the dark, lonely, cold and concealed room"

with no windows, no doors. Just a dim light in the center of the ceiling.

Im... im scared....

Nobody is oblivious to my cries.

No one. Not even god.

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Oh well random thoughts again! hahahaha

2010-11-28T04:41:00.000+08:00

你知道吗?

我真的很容易被你影响到。

你开心，我开心。

你难过，我难过。

当你和她说话时，我真的很希望是我。

我想成为你的唯一。

想和你度过所有的难关，幸福，难过得事。

想做你的一切。

想做你所谓的 "女朋友"。

但我不能。

真的很想拥有你。

我。。。喜欢你的

味道，说话的模样，背影，笑容，样子，眼神。

全部。

我开始真的疲倦了。

很累。

但是我还不甘愿这样放弃。

我舍不得。。

我。。。

到头来还是没有做任何决定的权利。

2010-11-26T05:02:00.000+08:00

Here is a story I had in mind.

So i decided to share it here before i sleep.

teehee..

你就像一个美丽又完美的奇迹。

每当我难过又孤独的时候，

只要你出现我就像一个小孩子收到糖果一样开心。

喜欢你是我最大的礼物。

一起出去是我最大的福气。

和你在一起是我最大的心愿。

能够爱你是我最大的骄傲。

想到你要离开，

我不知不决的掉下眼泪。

没天晚上都哭到我睡觉。

我有千多万多的理由为什么我不想你走。

但只有一个理由为什么我会让你走。

你不属于我，我没有资格说什么。

无论你的选择是什么，我会开心的去接受。

这几天，我都在想。。。

为什么我就不能拥有你。

为什么我不介意这么着。

为什么我都这么累了还是想式一式。

为什么我哭的时候没有人知道。

在想。。

到底有没有机会，

喜不喜欢我，

想不想我，

在不在乎我，

看到我会不会开心。

我真的喜欢你。

好喜欢，好喜欢你。

Nice right?

When I was typing I was crying sia...

lmao..

Butter Butter Butter.

2010-11-20T19:50:00.000+08:00

Buttered last night again.

Was a last minute decision thou.

And the worst thing was I dint even bring my cam.

Anyway was working till 12am and then F came to meet me at workplace then cabbed down to Butter.

Over there made new friends like so many people that I could not even remember their names.

=D so loving butter.

And my motivation is to Butter every WED.

Im lovin it!!

ButterNanaSupper!

2010-11-19T17:17:00.000+08:00

17th November Wednesday;

Headed out early with some friends.

Then to Suntec to meet Darl for awhile before heading off to cine.

Off to Raffles to meet J and left for butter together.

Met up with R and G and co.

Something Ive never done before which was to enter the dance floor.

That's not the worst part. Worst case scenario was I WENT UP TO THAT POLE!!

Aftermath Nana-ed with SB and i saw Fiona there!

18th November Thursday;

Wokeup late and rushed to meet TaaTaa at Yishun.

OMG he changed so much. Now i would say he is a man.! lolol

Then off to Cine went to shop for awhile and off to meet L W A F and co for supper. =D

19th November Friday;

Headed to work late. Ive got a feeling im gonna be sick if i carry on not sleeping well.

Eyebags so obvious and dar circles so black...

How to cure Insomnia...

Because i can't sleep til you're next to me

No i can't live without you no more

Oh i stay up til you're next to me

Til this house feels like it did before

Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

FERZ shoes Launched!

2010-11-13T16:32:00.002+08:00

FERZ @ STITCH

Check out their newly baked shoes, fresh from the oven!

Those shoes are extremely light and comfy.

Available in 10 Colours, and sizes ranging from 36-44.

Its plain, simple, and of course UNISEX!

What is the best thing?

There is a promotion if you purchase 2 pairs in a go!

15% off for 2nd pair onwards!

Prices are so attractive!

Basic colours SGD$39.90

(Pink/Blue/Grey/Cream/Beige/Black/Green)

Denim colours SGD$45.90

(Light blue Denim/Dark blue Denim/Black Denim)

So hurry down to Stitch @ Cine!

PS: For every pair you purchase, there will be a canvas bag provided specially for FERZ shoes.

Its a pretty bag i swear!

FERZ shoes officially launched on 12th November 2010!

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2010-11-12T03:01:00.000+08:00

Still sorting out my pictures, resizing and recalling what I've been doing the whole 1month!

Lmao.. Oh ya anyway, if there is anybody whom chance upon my blog, here is something for you.

Friday, 12th November 2010.

Today STITCH would be launching our newly fresh baked shoes!

=D I can tell you its super awesome!

Join their FB

http://www.facebook.com/stitchclothing

And this is their website, but its under construction. So be patient!

http://www.stitch.com.sg/

Im gonna grab one pair for myself!! LALALALALALA

Would update later at work.

Shall let you take a peek! lmao

got to go. Need to sleep before boss complaint i late.

2010-10-26T03:57:00.001+08:00

If this is all a dream, I wish I'll never wakeup

My Dream

2010-10-24T23:27:00.001+08:00

I opened my eyes and saw this long stretch of hallway.
Hallway lighted up with many small bright dots from my angle.

I stood up and walked down that quiet and bright hallway.
But when I turn back its a total darkness.
I have no other options but to continue walking.
It feels like I've been walking aimlessly down the hallway for hours and hours.
I could not tell if its day or night.

As I continue walking, I see a familiar face.
So I ran with all my might towards that familiar face for a long time.

Apparently that familiar face seems near but very far.
No matter how much I ran I could not reach out for that person.

At last I dropped onto the icy cold shiny and flawless marble floor.

it was then I really opened my eyes and realised it was all a dream.

Reality is something I dread the most. I'd rather stay in my dream so tired and fearful,
Then to face horrible real life me.

I look like an angel in my dream.

2010-10-23T07:55:00.000+08:00

Here is a few of my favourite songs.

Promise to sort out my posts soon.

Heart Vacancy - The Wanted
I hear your heart cry for love,
But you won’t let me make it right.
You were hurt, but I decided,
That you were worth the fight.
Every night, you lock up,
You won’t let me come inside.
But the look in your eyes,
As I can turn the tide.

In your heart, in your heart, in your heart,
I can tell you can fit one more.
In your heart, in your heart, in your heart,
I don’t care who was there before.

I hear your heart call for love,
Then you act like there’s no room.
Room for me, or anyone,
“Don’t disturb” is all I see.
Close the door, turn the key,
On everything that we could be.
If loneliness would move out,
I’d fill the vacancy.
In your heart, in your heart, in your heart,
In your heart, in your heart, in your heart.

This ain’t the Heartbreak Hotel,
Even though I know it well.
Those no shows, they sure tell,
In the way you hold yourself.
Don’t you fret, should you get,
Another cancellation.
Give me a chance I’d make a,
Permanent reservation.

In your heart, in your heart, in your heart,
I can tell you can fit one more.
Open up make a brand new start,
I don’t care who’s stayed before.

I hear your heart call for love,
Then you act like there’s no room.
Room for me, or anyone,
“Don’t disturb” is all I see.
Close the door, turn the key,
On everything that we could be.
If loneliness would move out,
I’d fill the vacancy.
In your heart, in your heart, in your heart,
In your heart, in your heart, in your heart.

When I, talk to you, on the phone,
Listen close.

I hear your heart call for love,
Then you act like there’s no room.
Room for me, or anyone,
“Don’t disturb” is all I see.
Close the door, turn the key,
On everything that we could be.
If loneliness would move out,
I’d fill the vacancy.
In your heart, in your heart, in your heart,
In your heart, in your heart, in your heart.

Just A Dream - Nelly
I was thinking about her
Thinking bout me
Thinkin bout us (us)
What we gunna be?
Open my eyes, (Yeah)
it was only just a dream...

So I travel back (uh)
down that road (road)
Will she come back? (Uh)
No one knows
I realize (Yeah)
It was only just a dream.

I was at the top and now its like I'm in the basement
Number 1 spot, Now she find her a replacement
I swear now I can't take it
Knowing somebody's got my baby

Now you ain't around, baby I can't think
I shoulda put it down, shoulda got that ring
Cuz I can still feel it in the air
See her pretty face, run my fingers through her hair

My lover, my life, My shawty, my wife
She left me, Im tied.
Cuz I knew that it just ain't right

I was thinking about her
Thinking bout me
Thinkin bout us (us)
What we gunna be?
Open my eyes, (Yeah)
it was only just a dream...

So I travel back (Uh)
Down that road (Yeah)
Will she come back? (back)
No one knows
I realize (Yeah)
It was only just a dream.

When I be ridin
man I swear I see your face at every turn
trying to get my usher on but I can't let it burn
And I just hope that she notice she the only one I yearn for
No more will I be missing, will I learn?

[ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/just-a-dream-lyrics-nelly.html ]

Didn't give her all my love
I guess now I got my payback
Now im in the club thinking all about my baby
HEY, she was so easy to love
But wait, I guess that love wasn't enough
I'm going through it everytime that I'm alone
Now I'm wishing she would pick up the phone
But she made a decision that she wanted to move on
Cause I was wrong.

I was thinking about her
Thinking bout me
Thinkin bout us (us)
What we gunna be?
Open my eyes, (Yeah)
it was only just a dream...

So I travel back (Uh)
Down that road (road)
Will she come back? (back)
No one knows
I realize (Yeah)
It was only just a dream...

If you ever loved somebody put your hands up
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up
Now they're gone and you wish you could give them everything
X2

I was thinking about her
Thinking bout me
Thinkin bout us (us)
What we gunna be?
Open my eyes, (Yeah)
it was only just a dream...

So I travel back (Uh)
Down that road (road)
Will she come back? (back)
No one knows
I realize (Yeah)
It was only just a dream...
X2

Parachute - Cheryl Cole
I don't tell anyone about the way you hold my hand
I don't tell anyone about the things that we have planned
I won't tell anybody
Won't tell anybody
They want to push me down
They want to see you fall

Won't tell anybody how you turn my world around
I won't tell anyone how your voice is my favourite sound
Won't tell anybody
Won't tell anybody
They want to see us fall
They want to see us fall

I don't need a parachute
Baby, if I've got you
Baby, if I've got you
I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me
You're gonna catch if I fall
Down, down, down

I don't need a parachute
Baby, if I've got you
Baby, if I've got you
I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me
You're gonna catch if I fall
Down, down, down

Don't believe the things you tell yourself so late night and
You are your own worst enemy
You'll never win the fight
Just hold on to me
I'll hold on to you
It's you and me up against the world
It's you and me

I don't need a parachute
Baby, if I've got you
Baby, if I've got you
I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me
You're gonna catch if I fall
Down, down, down

I don't need a parachute
Baby, if I've got you
Baby, if I've got you
I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me
You're gonna catch if I fall
Down, down, down

I won't fall out of love
I won't fall out of,
I won't fall out of love
I won't fall out of,
I won't fall out of love
I won't fall out of,
I won't fall out of love
I'll fall into you

I won't fall out of love
I won't fall out of,
I won't fall out of love
I won't fall out of,
I won't fall out of love
I won't fall out of,
I won't fall out of love
I'll fall into you

I don't need a parachute
Baby, if I've got you
Baby, if I've got you
I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me
You're gonna catch if I fall
Down, down, down

I don't need a parachute
Baby, if I've got you
Baby, if I've got you
I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me
You're gonna catch if I fall
Down, down, down

-END-

2010-10-05T19:19:00.000+08:00

4/10 Monday

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Worked tiredly. lols

HEaded home with mac in my hands.

And slept.

3/10 Sunday

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Fullerton!

Congrats to B and J.

Had a Wedding lunch at Fullerton.

Food was okay but a pity I dont eat most of the dishes.

Aftermath headed home and moved stuff back to PR.

Off for dinner with fam and E.

And home sweet home.

2/10 Saturday

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Could not wake up for the church wedding.

Dead tired. And F went overseas. Im awaiting for my leggings! haha

Met E and he helped me move some stuff back and then off to Somerset 313 for shopping spree!

E bought K alot of stuff. And as for me he kept pestering me to look around and i ended up

spending soooo much money on clothes.

Aftermath went to pick fam up with a cup of starbucks.

Then ordered mac home to eat.

E ended up falling sleep on my sofa so i dragged him into my room to sleep.

>.<

1/10 Friday

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HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY TO MYSELF AND ALL THE KIDS IN THE WORLD!

Unfortunately I dint received ANY children's day gift or goodie bag. =(

And i worked till late and had to rush for my last train home. lmao

Had a puff with F before leaving.

Aftermath F came over to meet me for a chat and pass him something.

Then he made sure my kitchen lights were on before leaving. Dam funny...

And yesss... He left already.. I cant wait for 1 week to end so I can have my leggings..

HOPEFULY he dont forget.

PS: IMY

PPS: IMMY

PPPS: IMMMY

Part 1 (updated)

2010-10-05T19:10:00.000+08:00

23rd, Thursday

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Went back to work thou still on MC but was dammm weak.

Home sweet home after that.

22nd, Wednesday

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Was sick today and am on MC.

Spent the whole day sleeping until mum called E down to bring me to the doctors. =(

So sweet of you.

And da bao-ed food back to my place and had dinner before medication.

PS: I was forced to take medication.

I was hiding behind the sofa when they said " Dont think youre that small to hide behind it"

HAHAHA

Then E took a nap in my room for an hr before heading off.

21st, Tuesday

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Had BFF, Ice Cream and fell even sickier..

-_-

20th, Monday

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Met E after work and headed to Kovan for Wanton Mee.

Aftermath off to order Hot Fudge and ate at Sembawang Park.

Heard alot of stories over there thou.. zzz

19th, Sunday

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FEP is boring... I bought afew snacks but finished them in no time..

Met this guy looking for people to work at his dont know what company.

So he introduced himself blabla and explain how the company is like and I wasnt listening.

So he suddenly told me his age after he asked for mine.

He was 26 and he said "Oh am i too old for you?"

I replied "No I like guys whom are 10yrs older then me"

HAHAHA

18th, Saturday

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Off day.

Dyed my hair today..

Dinner with parents at KOPITIAM.

Had Stingray, KAngkong and 2 other unknown dishes.

Aftermath headed to Cine to collect keys for FEP.

Then to Bugis Junction for movies with Darl, Sher, HL, JJ.

Caught the show Devils.

I was seriously laughing my ass off during the show and Darl called me crazy...

17th Friday

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Lunch shared between C, ahgirl and me.

Swee Choon's Dim Sum for supper with V.

16th, Thursday

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15th, Wednesday

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ADDICTED TO SIEZE THE DAYYYYY

PS: I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time...

14th, Tuesday

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"I feel kinda weird standin infront of 4 officers for the terrorist. OMG!"

13th, Monday

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12th, Sunday

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"I hate this world"

11th, Saturday

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Off day today. So went out for dinner with parents first.

Then off to movies with D, WY and CH.

Caught the show Resident Evil.

Was awesome la! But I jumped so many countless time due to the sound and CH, WY were laughing at me, treating it as a joke. -_-

Then to KOPITIAM for SPECIAL BA CHOR MEE.

Which was nothing special at all and home!

10th, Friday

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Off today.

Thus met D for dinner at Sakae.

Worst thing was no buffet today! Siannn..

Then to Yishun to rebond my hair.

SHIOK!

9th, Thursday

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8th, Wednesday

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7th, Tuesday

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6th, Monday

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5th, Sunday

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3rd, Friday

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2nd, Thursday

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ps: I LOVE YOU.

Part 2 (updated)

2010-09-29T05:27:00.002+08:00

Sorry for not updating for almost 1 month!

24th, Friday

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Met V after work for supper at Simone road.

Order porridge, sotong, Mei Cai Kou Rou, egg, kang kong, duck.

Super full stomach home and had to drink the soup my mother boiled.

-_-

25th, Saturday

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Dyed my hair.! YAY!!

Had my tragus piercing today near my work place.

Then off to collect something from workplace.

Aftermath headed down to comb the whole town area for something special as a surprise for someone.

And cabbed down to meet an old friend of mine.

We had a short talk and he went to meet his friends.

After he left

I went to meet darl & Sher at Swissotel as they've order some drinks.

Then Sher left for home to give her bf a ball.

As for me and Darl, we went to the river to sit and chat by the river.

Then we heard someone from the bungee jump screaming "Wahhhhh wah wah wah wahhhhhhh"

OMG we were laughing our asses off. Darl said something someone had said before.

"I wont want to spent money to torture myself." lols

And there was this guy from Africa came talking to us.

I had no choice but to lie to him that our bfs are here to pick us up.

Before we left this was how we introduced ourselves.

Darl as Crystal, 22 studying at MDIS

Me as Adeline, 22 studying at MDIS

He as Stanley, 28 studying at WOODLANDS POLY as a lawyer.

HAHAHAHAHAHA

Then off we headed to Starbucks for a drink.

Suddenly someone told me he was drunk so I was worried and I cabbed down to find him only to find out that he was home already.

Seriously.... )$*&(#&$(@*$^)% but nvm its alright.

PS: you owe me a ICE CREAM date.

PSS: I miss those days when we were hanging out.

26th, Sunday

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Off day today and I spent my whole day sleeping and waking up and sleeping.

What a pig!

27th, Monday

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Ytd DD went to CGH for asthma problems so I rushed over to find him right after work.

Then off to Pasir Ris home for awhile and E came to pick me up and sent me home.

We bought Hot fudge and ate under my block. =D

28th, Tuesday

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D came to find me as I walked out of my shop. lmao.

He came with a cup of orange juice. And i remember when I was young my mum wont allow me to touch that at all as my family have got history of asthma.

But to thank him for buying that I drank. Now Im older should not have any problems uh?

Then he waited for me to knock off and he sent me home.

Next E came to find me and we sat down for a short chat too.

29/9 Wednesday
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Suppose to meet M after work to butter.
But a last min cancellation of outing with girls.

Ended up going supper with J and K at Novena.
Had Chicken Rice only cus stomach not well.

Next up to PH but long Q at Members area. It suck over thr.
Members should have privillages to enter first!

So we gave up and headed off to REBEL.
Drink Drank but not drunk.

J see my home and then after alighting, I puked everything out.
Seriously I feel that puking dont make one sober.
Well at least not for me.
I feel more dizzy, uncomfortable and tipsy puking.

YUCK and till today (5/10) my puke is still at my staircase. HAHHA

30/9 Thurs
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Wokeup late today for work.
Rushed all the way down via cab.

Dam shag at work.
I look like a zombie today.
HAHA everyone says Im very stone.

HAHAHA

PS: IPOD TOUCH!!!!

2010-08-18T05:21:00.000+08:00

I totally lost track of time.

Everyday I will only realise another day have gone when the sun is up.

I cant sleep until my body just shut down.

I really dont know how long I cant take it.

I asked for time, but you dont seem to be giving.

To you a day or 2 is enough. But this time im really too tired to care about anything.

All I care for is to earn money for myself and fam.

If you really feel insecure, then leave me by all means.

IF you love me, trust me. And that is all I ask for.

I mentioned "marriage" is out of my mind, merely because I really cannot imagine how to live my life quarrelling with you everyday if i meet my friends. I cant lose both.

You have yours, Ive mine too.

You told me to "Fuck your boss", you think it doesnt hurt?

Aint you afraid one day i would just tell you to fuck your closest people around you?

I doubt so, i guess...

Ever since I moved here, you seems to be more controlling.

But let me tell you, even if we get back, I wont stop what I am doing.

Neither am I giving up anything for you. I earn my own money my way.

Your money, you keep for yourself.

ttvm.

On a brighter note,

Been out having XW and Roti prata with friends recently.

Dont really remember what Ive been doing the past few days.

And have been neglecting my work. So after this post Im gonna start right away.

Thanks C, Ah H and D for always listening to my craps and crazy thoughts the past few days.

And XX, Jun, ST, Sato, thanks for the encouraging words. Meet up soon kk?

I think I might mia for a little while more.

But dont leave me, do come back=D

2010-08-15T08:58:00.002+08:00

Wow aven been updating blog. So sorry ehs..

Well its a long posts. Pls do not get bored by then. haha

Sunday 1st Aug

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Boring day staying at home. -.-

Monday 2nd Aug

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Cant remember where I went to darl's hse...

lols

Tuesday 3rd Aug

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Went out to collect my spectacles as it was ready for collection.

Then had it edited on the spot.

Hubby came to pick me up and went straight to pick mummy up.

Had our simple dinner at the new FoodFair at the mrt station.

Food was horrible, it was taste-less..

Argggg...

Then went to Giant and pushed an empty trolly around ended up getting nothing. lols

Home sweet home.

Wednesday 4th Aug

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Woke up at 9plus and prepared myself for my first day of work!

Yeepie!! I could not wait to start work thou.

But am having stomach upset. Sighh

Went to work with my heart beating so fast that I thought my heartbeat was the music beats. Lols

As I reached early, so i went to do some shopping at 7-11.

Got myself The New Paper, 2green tea.

Finally boss came and I swear that I regretted not heeding their advices to wear thicker clothes.

LOLS I was freezing all the way at work.

It was a quiet day thou, but met interesting people.

Boss left me alone to handle as he was kinda busy.

Was serving this customer and she is from Arab!

She and her sister really do hae huge tits. And she was explaning to me and boss that she wants something that can make her tits look like how it was.

She literally hold her boobs and move it up and down. Just nice, boss sat on his chair and his height was abt her tits height.

Hahaha should have recorded boss's reaction down man. Super funny la.!!

And she gave us a arab coin as sovenior

After work, meet boss for dinner together.

And did some work together thou. Nice boss I have. =D

Really takes good care and they really make sure I dont stress myself.

Although work is work, but I tend to push myself to remember so much things.

But boss is really so nice to tell me to learn slowly. =D Neverless, I will not stop pushing myself.

I wanna learn fast and prove my abilities!!

End of the day boss ask me

"So how is your first day of work?"

Me: "Alright la not bad, fun and excited about it!!"

Boss: "Can cope not? What did you learn today?"

And so I told him what I remember and he praised me! lolololol...

Thursday 5th Aug

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Went back to Pasir Ris to get somemore stuff while mum went to the doctors.

Had take away and 2 bread and went home.

After eating so much, it all had to be gone to the waste.

I know I dont waste money and eat so much.

Aftermath went to Mac and did my work over there, and met up with bosses for discussion regarding the paper work.

Came back home abt 2plus and continued doing my work..

After my shower I was so sleepy but could not sleep, thus took out my work and did some work.

All the way till 10am then I stopped and ate noodles and napped for a couple of hours.

Friday 6th Aug

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Headed off in a hurry to Marina Square in the evening.

Darl and sher have been waiting for me since 2pm.! LOLS

From MS we went to Raffles Link to Mac and Darl got herself her eyeliner.

But before we went we took a short break having ice cream from Marvellous and Starbucks Green Tea Frappe. *yum yum*

After which we went to COACH to take a peek, and headed off to bugis junction.

Wanted to go Suntec but its really another big round we have to walk before reaching there and sun was already setting.

Went to observe the shops and crowd there and made some enquries with the Customer Service about rental of Push-Carts.

( Wondering why? You'll know it soon in September! )

Remember to visit my blog again sometime soon cus I have a surprise waiting for you! =D

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Over at Marina Square's Starbucks.

Sher's Intruder ice cream into starbucks.

Stop acting cute!

We were praying hard the ice cream would melt and drip onto her hair. haha

Me and Darl's Green Tea Frappe

Then to Mac counter at Raffles Link.

Went to Bugis Village to walk around and bought myself a pair of Leggings. =) I want more!!

Any kind souls wanna buy me some?

Sher helped a guy did a survey and got herself oreo's LOLS

2 Nerdtards.

Our aim is to buy it! wahaha

And sher you look quite Aunty seh

Took another short break for the first meal of the day since I woke up at Burger King..=p

(hubby insisted that I must have my dinner.

My burger that made Sher went hungryyy..

Tempting sia

Sher wearing the heart i folded for her.

Dam unglam.. Tio caught playing with food.

Then went to This Fashion to get my mum her leggings she asked to buy.

And was deciding for a long time on where to go to next.

Was singing my lungs out while deciding..

Finally Huilan came with Jing Jing and we went to Illuma's KTV aka K Suites.

Details over here found from the net:

K Suites @ Iluma
(Opp Bugis Junction)

201, Victoria Street
#03-20
Singapore 188067
Tel: (65) 6243 3113

(operating hours: 11am till close)

http://www.ksuites.com.sg (http://www.ksuites.com.sg)

Per room per hour charge - $30/hr (promotion of 70% off till 15th of Sep), minimum of 2 hours.

Each person must order at least a $10 F&B.

I think the room have different themes.

*- place is spacious and got bed-room slippers plus blanket as well

How the bluetooth of songs works:

1) Register your handphone number with the system

2) Choose your songs

3) Go to ?????,and u will be able to see the ?? button come out and it will bring you to another page, where you can start and stop the recording.

4) Sending of the recording cannot be done while recording song, you can send first den start the recording.

*- you can record your singing and bluetooth to your handphone in mp3 format

But from my experience,

*- Room is cramped for 5 pax

*- Insufficient blankets

*- Price we paid for not like what they have mentioned

*- Sound system not too bad

*- Touch screen to choose songs

*- 1 big tv and 1 small tv

*- Pillows

*- Computer

We only sang for an hr and the bill was already $103.

The amount paid we could have topped up abit more and we could have gone Kbox and sing for 4hrs. -.-

Was not a very bad place to sing but price range abit too high. I wont want to go back there tho.

I prefer Kbox or Party World.

Mummy and Daddy of the night. haha

Wahhh who took this?? Made me sing wrongly lorr

JingJing singing..

Our pro clicking songs for us. DJ of the night SIOL

Wahh Jing fail la

Dexy uhh stop taking Sher away lehhh..

Finally Perfect.

Some pictures taken some weird day, cant remember thou..

7th August Saturday

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Eh stayed home all day and did my work!!!! =p

8th August Sunday

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Went swimming with mummy and hubby at cousin"s house.

And i swear I really dont know how to swim. Lols..

Was just playing with water and clinging onto hubby with all my might! =p

Went up to cousin's house for dinner.

And i almost fell asleep back at her place. =p

Went over to hubby's hse to stay over and I fell sleep in the car all the way back!

Gosh hubby must be so lonely....

But good news was we slept early.

BAd news, darling left for HK alreadyyyyy

Some over due pictures taken some date which i forgot.

9th August Monday

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Its a public H O LI D A Y!!

Hubby and I had lots of plan today but we woke up late as we were simply tooo tired.

So set off for lunch at Central about 5pm?

I had my usual BAN MIAN while hubby had BA CHOR MEE.

Both drank Ice Cream soda acting young hhaha..

And headed to packet food for aunty as she was hungry.

Sent it back home and off to Tampines for a walk.

Hubby brought me to Swensense for Ice Cream Fondue.

Super sweet but nice! I had an additional scoop of Coffee ICe Cream. =p

Then off to The Wallet Shop and hubby bought me a wallet instead of buying himself a card holder. =(

Silly him..

And off to Ikea for furniture shopping!!

Then went to Giant and got a huge box for storage of clothes and a foldable chair. =D

Got myself a study table, Clock, heart-shape mirro, table lamp, bulb, mouse pad.

Total bill was $80 ++.

Mouse Pad

My table

Clock

Mirror

Table Lamp

And home sweet home to fix them!

11th August Wednesday

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Went back to J8 to get my specs fixed.

Felt abit pain wearing it. So the optician was like adjusting it like a pro.

HAHAHa and i said thanks uh. I told him that his new hair cut looks funny on him.

No more long fringe ma.. Now he claims he is 18yrs old. Funny lorr...

Could not rmb was it today or Thursday I went to giant to grab some food home.

Like cup noodles, snacks. But i forgot to buy milk.! =(

12th August Thursday

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Went out with Dearest Lijun, Xiang and Sato.

Had our dinner at Khatib and slacked under a block to chit chat.

Was dam paiseh to sit on the floor under the block, but that's how we used to be last time.

Was dam cool thou.

Our food of the day. Introducing...

Long beans with shrimps

Beancurd Hotplate

Sweet and sour Pork Ribs

Sambal Kang Kong

This is a guai shen shens teach me how to do wrong things. HAHAH

ADDICTIVE SIA

Sato you take me I take you. wahahah

Sitting down on the floor with my XMM friends.

WAHAHAHAHAHA

Xiang dam unglam hor! lols But im posting it too bad.

Ya lorr take my unglam picture right!! hahah

See those CHAO AH LIANS??

I am very diasappointed in YOU. Seriously you should treasure your life.

Ignore those negative comments and go for the op. What we told you was from the bottom of our hearts.

We want the best for you. We know you're stress. Who isnt?!

I want you to do everything you can to live longer even if it does not cure you totally.

We want to hear your nonsense but not cries.

Sorry that I was distracted when you were sad. I have my problems too.

Not that I dont care.

After saying so much I hope you do consider our feelings. Dying dont solve everything.

UNDERSTAND!!!

13th August Friday

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Friday the 13th. Have anyone met a mishap?

Dint sleep a wink. Then went out with mum and aunty.

Was dam pai seh cus we took a free shutter bus from my hse to SSC.

-_-

went for lunch then to Giant.

All of a sudden had stomach upset so i took a walk in the drizzle home.

Bought some files and paper to do my work and i fell alseep on my table.

And i drooled on my paper work and have to redo again now... SWAYY

Anyway went Kbox with friends..

Out only for awhile then homed.

Moodless day..

Anyway cool thing was im back to the 1 day 1 pack of cig life.

14th August Saturday

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Am too tired with my life.

Seriously just wish to sleep off my days without doing or thinking of anything.

And Darl was back at 1am. Talk to her from 4plus am to 7am.

Dont know if i should sleep or do work.

sigh..

PS: I really dont know how to lead my life.

Whatever I do seems like a thorn in your flesh.

I really dont like you to be a control freak, had enuff of such things.

Besides I really dont know if we're meant for one another or do we still love and care for one another.

Are we staying with one another because of love or simply used to it.

Im confuse, Im heart broken to quarrel with you.

I hate myself more then you hate me.

If only someone can tell me what to do or how to deal with my current life.

I really dont know how much longer I can stand living this way.

Im filled with laughters with friends. But deep down, im crying.

I really wish to taste the salty taste in my mouth when I use to shed it at night.

But now it seems so hard to even cry.

~I wish to walk in the rain, least nobody knows Im crying hard.

Good nights earthlings..

7th Month

2010-08-10T06:56:00.000+08:00

Hello Hungry Ghost Festival.

Have you ever wondered what are the DONT dos that you have to take note?

I never knew till today.

Since young I was told by my mum not to step on the burnt papers and never to look back when I hear my name.

Till one day when I got home late, I turned and look back when I heard my name being called.

When I turned I could not see anyone. Back then my aunt use to look out of her window to see if im home.

And she told me this the next morning.

"Yesterday I saw something behind you, next time dont come back so late!"

WHAOO Please man its really scary to hear such things.

Seriously scared the shit out of me. But "they" are like humans, mischievous and curious. They are merely passing by and thought you know they could annoy you but they mean no harm. But no humans would not be afraid. I bet "they" understand that logic! =D

Today my Aunt and friends told me this.

1) Do not step on burnt papers.

If you did step, just apologize and be careful.

2) When you hear someone call you or tap your shoulders, do not turn your head.

If you have to, please turn your whole body together. Reason is we humans have 3 torch.

One on the forehead and 2 over our shoulders. So each time we turn, either 1 would be covered.

3) Do not bend over your legs.

Same reason as number 2 but this time all would be covered.

4) Do not whistle.

If you do so, you would attract their attention.

5) Do not shout out loud at night or scold vulgarities.

Same reason as number 4.

6) Do not cut your nails at night.

Nobody could tell me the reason thou.

7) Do not open umbrellas under the shelter.

Seems like they would treat it as their home. =D

8) Do not say in-auspicious words.

9) Do not comb your hair after 12midnight.

You would see "it" in the mirror reflection.

10) Do not go out and come home late.

And at any point of time when you come home, wash your feet, hands and face.

11) Do not pick up any and i mean ANYthing on the ground.

You would not want unwanted guest in your house eh?

12) When eating do not playing with your utensils.

13) Do not stick your chopstick into your bowl of food like how an josstick is being places.

14) Do not scold your kids if they cry at night.

Their eyes can see "them" so they may have seen so they are frighten.

There are so many things to take note. And I cant rmb it at all times. Nobody can rather.

So friends out there please remind one another all this points ok?

To be honest, Im freaking my balls out while typing this entry.

But a friend told me not to be afraid, they are once humans afterall and remember to show some respect eh?

Anyway one more encounter to share before I knock out.

A friend of mine once took a lift home. That friend of mine stays one of the highest level. And when he pressed the button close, the door suddenly opened again. And he knew something was amiss.

Thus he press the lift door open for awhile and then closed it. The lift suddenly stopped at the 7th floor (without pressing 7th floor) and he pressed the lift door open for a moment before closing it.

I guess he was giving "them" a lift back. While it may sound creepy and my friend is really THUMBS UP in bravery for doing this. I myself would just wet my pants and ran out of the lift screaming like some mad bitch if this were to happen to me. Showing respect is a good thing. So no matter how much you dont believe such things or how "BRAVE" you are to face up the challenge,just show your tiny respect for "them" and it would not make you lose a strain of hair.

Alright as for updates of the past few days, I would update once Ive got hold of the pictures. Stupid Shermane haven send me. HAHAH.

Goodnights people. If you do know of more DONT dos, leave a comment so i can add on to the list and warn people when they come in here to visit.!

CHEERS!

AWWWWW

2010-07-31T05:39:00.000+08:00

A short update for tonight.

Hubby's not free to meet.

Anyway went for eye test (FOR FREE LOLS)

And I HAVE TO WEAR SPECS SOON...

=( But then again I feel excited to wear.

Cannot decide to get Metal Frame (which was really nice and i love it)

Or plastic frame (looks normal to me)

I cant decided. And hubby is gonna pay for me =D

And and.. the optician was rather funny. The china man too HAHAH.

Ehs... HOW!!!!!

2010-07-27T21:20:00.001+08:00

Wednesday, 21 Jul

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Went back home and took somethings.

Aftermath met Darl and off to J8.

Had dinner at LJS and off to make darl's specs.

The china man was annoying because I wasnt even interested in talking to him.

But he kept talking and talking non-stop. Hahaha

Aftermath had dessert for supper.

And then home sweet home=D

Thursday, 22 Jul

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Stayed home and did nothing..

Annoyed!

Friday, 23 Jul

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Happy Birthday dad.

Tho still angry but wishing him happy birthday isnt sinful.

At least not as sinful as eating 1 whole bar of chocolate uh..

Went back home to grab somemore things.

And before we left the house, I talk to myself and I can hear my echo.

Cool shit~~

Hubby came to pick us up and sent us back home.

Then we unpack our stuff and I pack my bag.

Where did i go? Of cus hubby's hse to stay over.

Its been long since I last went over and aunty was upset. LOLS

At hubby's place the internet was down so my lappy had a wasted trip there.

Saturday, 24 Jul

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Slept late last night and wokeup at 12plus?

Like wow!

Had a quick shower and prepared myself.

Aftermath went down to change hubby's headlights.

After changing it, he so hao lian lorr...

lmao.. White lights niaaa...

Ok then up next was suppose to catch a movie but after waiting for 1hr plus I lost the mood and felt super sleepy.

Then called mum and asked if she wants to meet for lunch, and said that she just fried bee hoon.

So went back to eat.

While eating he was so supper annoying.

I think its his first time hearing prayers, thus I said "My aunty's rap dam cool right?"

HAHAH I was super mean but they know its just a joke. hahaha.

When my aunty cough he would just open his eyes so big that it looked like its gonna pop.

Then start shaking his head to the beat.

lmao i bth him and got pissed with him. And when I ask him do something for me, he took so long to do so.

So ended up doing it myself.

Then we prepared and left Sheng Shiong. And realised we could not find it, thus ended up at CWP.

-.-

After having Mac we went home.=D

PS:Im so addicted to the super dupper ultra sweet cinnamon melts.

Sunday, 25 Jul

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Stayed home today. Wasnt feeling good.

And did some research on some stuff.

Practically did NO THING. lols

Monday, 26 Jul

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Dint sleep cus was suppose to meet darl like early morning.

A pity she fell asleep.

And I turned into a zombie when she awoke. LOLS

Headed down to AMK Hub.

Shopped at NTUC for awhile and then bought home some Durian pancake. =p Yumm Yumm.

Its so delicious even if its chilled..

Gonna go back for more..

Aftermath had cramps.... Shit.. Its always the case.

Then off to TPY to buy some snacks home.

Tuesday, 27 Jul

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Stayed home today. Supper moody and lazy..

-.- Anyway tmr is a special day! HAHA

2010-07-21T04:04:00.001+08:00

Hello readers..

I wonder if there are any Female readers here.

But I would like to share this piece of news with you girls.

Do take some time and considerations and read this piece of good news.

Part Time Sales Assistant NEEDED (MIN 3 months)
Able to work from September onwards & fulfill 27 hours a week.

Basic + Comm

Job Scope
Manage daily sales operations

Requirements
16 & above
Female (As we're dealing with beauty/woman accessories/gifts)
Able to communicate in fluent English
With or without experience is fine.

Singaporean/PR only

Please email your resume to cremecup@gmail.com

________________________________________________________

Anyway sorry for the lack for updates.

Been quite busy with the moving of house thingy..

Thus neglected my blog for days.

Hopefully there aint any spider webs.

Anyway no pictures.. No time. But i promise to take picture of the dam CHIO gardens here=D

Sorry for being naggy tho.

15th June Thursday

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After yesterday's quarrel, many people called to make things worst.

So we decided to go back home and grab more of our stuff over and stay here permanently.

Hubby came over to help us move.. =D

And he got a shock of his life how much things we took!

LOLS...

Anyway by the time we settled everything, no where else had food.

So hubby drove me out to packet food home.

Got Famous Nasi Lemak near Chong Pang.

And mum was complaining that i will make her fatter.

Dont worry mummy, you will not be thin once i start to work. HAHAHH

Evil daughter of hers am i? LOLS

Thou not as evil as devils. But I like it.

16th June Friday

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When to school late.

But manage to complete my makeup look at 7.30 on the dot.

HENG...

And the examer said nobody failed, so its a good news..

Now awaiting for results.

Neway, Kerien flagged a cab and drop me off at Ang Moh Kio.

So from there I trained home.

On the way home, Darl was talking to me.

And she told me to not let her hear the word "Khatib"

So i promised her I would talk out loud so she wont hear it.

But too bad, each time i talk loud, i wasnt loud enuff to cover the machine's voice.

HAHA She said its useless!!!! "I CANT STILL HEAR."

Sorry my bad. But people were staring at me for "talking out loud" OKAYYY

lols..

When i was home, mum and I headed off to SSC for dinner.

But a pity was too late no food left.

So we went to buy some cakes and off to giant to get a fan and some frozen food, cup and spoons and forks..

Then Darl called and ask if I want to meet her at Xing Wang for supper.

So I said yes and I went home to have cup noodles party with mum.

As im broke, at least have something at home so dont have to spend much money at Xing Wang.

Then darl came and we chilled at Xing Wang.

Aftermath headed to one of the blocks to sit and chit chat.

Until Darl said she is very itchy so i walked her to take a cab and i walked home.

=D Anyway sher said that if we were at white sands, she would fly down..

Sorry im in the north! haha

17th June Saturday

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!!

Anyway, wanted to have a small surprise for my mum, but my aunty spoilt it all.

Afternoon went out for interview.

Then after interview headed near home to buy a cake.

Just nice mum called.

And she asked where was I, and i lied to her saying interview just ended.

hahha So hurriedly went to get the cake, some bread and went back to the car.

Thank you so much for the letter.

Now have to spend more money.. ANAL!

Called my cousins over.

Anyway headed back home and wanted to keep the cake a secret.

But my aunty BIG MOUTH said

:'Eric uh take out the plastic bag la dirty.. And then the cake ltr want to cut already so dont need put in the fridge la'

WAH LAO she stupid or what!!!

nb.. Go and spoil the surprise.

Then I screamed at her.

My mum said

:" Hiya she dont know ma"

Then I told my mum.

:" If next time i do something wrong at my job, my boss sack me i say i dont know ma.. You think I will still get back my job??"

WAHH HOT!!!

Ok anyway my mum at the end of the day had a great birthday so I am not so angry after that.

teehee..

Suppose to meet Darl but she wasnt feeling well and we both are on BIG MEGA SAVING..

So hubby stayed till ate and wanted to bring me out, but no where to go.

So hubby brought me out to order Mac for supper and he headed home after that.

18th June Sunday

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Hubby came over and brought us out to Woodlands.

Went to NTUC to get some daily products like food and soap..

Aftermath headed off for dinner.

At the dinner table, hubby suddenly asked me

:"Did you break the fan in your room"

And I said

:"I think..... No i dint.! I only broke the one in my study room"

Then he asked me again like suspecting me.

Like seriously, I dint even get into my room to sleep untill day break.

If i had broke the fan, How to sleep in the room?

So I was so angry i ignored him all the way and gave him attitute.

Then i went to get the chinese evening newspaper for my cousin.

We got up the car and i told my mum if she could sit infront.

Then she say

:' dont like that'

I was like

:'if someone say I killed someone, so does it mean i really killed that person?'

So i stomped into the car..

On the way to cousin's house, I kept quite all the way.

I knew the way there but they went round and round.

So hubby asked me

:"You know how to go there right!"

I said

:"I dont know dont ask me."

So hubby angrily said

:" Fine if you want to be like that."

When he dropped us home, he left immediately.

So when he left, I walk to Kopitiam to buy Cig.

All so cold and windy, all alone..

SHITTY DAY.

Seriously, ever since the quarrel at home, we have been quarrelling alot.

Thanks to the someone whom spoilt everything for me.

And i swear i wont go back ever. Until I am independent.

And i wont give a dam how that person feels.

Cus that person chased us out of the house.

Mum did mention that once I work and have some CPF we getting a home of our own.

I cant wait=D

19th June Monday

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Have been raining the whole afternoon and that made me so sleepy and i woke up at 5pm?

Oh shit...

Hurriedly prepared myself and headed off to the mrt station's Starhub.

Went to apply for Cable TV and Max Online.

Gotten my aunty's authorization to sign up for it.

And the guy was really patient to answer my stupid questions. lols

Aftermath headed for interview somewhere ( would not want to mention )

And the guy was really funny.

Cus he saw my application form and said

:"Whoaaa You're a eurasian!"

Lols.. Okayy..

So he told me that he is pretty fine with my application form and said that he would get back to me soon.

*praying hard for the job*

I really really want to work and earn money.

Least people would start saying

'im useless, waste his/her money, lazy' blablabla

So I will die die take no money from anyone and earn my own.!

Althought im suffering without being able to shop as a shoppholic, I guess I will be able to overcome it soon.

I wont want my own family to suffer being cashless.

Thanks to Darl and Hubby whom tried to make my life less miserable by talking to me and coming down to find me.

Oh ya back to topic, bought home Mac to eat. (shiok uh, Mac is like something that makes me really happy right now.)

Ok reached home and set up my Max Online myself.

OF cus with the help of the starhub guy i called at 12plus am. haha

And i managed to set it up.

Me being someone so timid, afraid of electrical stuff, I actually managed to do it! hehe

OH OH! And when i was on the way to starhub, I had to walk pass this fruit stall smacked right outside mac.

The uncles were like

:' Miss uh want to buy fruits (in chinese)'

So i act blurr and just walk away.

I stunned awhile when he scolded me CHAO CHEE BAI.

Damm rude la..

At that point of time I actually wanted to go back and stick my heels in his empty brains..

WHAOO PIANGZZZ

20th June Tuesday

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HAPPY 11th MONTHSARY to hubby and me!

Tho could spend time with him today cus of the distance, but he promised to bring me out this weekend. =p

Cant wait..

Went out in the evening to buy the splitter for Tv and Cable tv wiring.

And got a Extension cord, 2 files, 1 ash try (have been littering my staircase with ashes), 1 file holder, 1 bling bling sticker to bling my phone, batteries.

I actually walked home in the heavy drizzle.. Was cold but sweating.. lols

And I walked pass this block that has a flying cockroach.

And I was trying to walk pass it fast, and it started flying..

I screamed and ran away from there, with 2 bikers chit chatting at the side.

OH MY GOD. They must be wondering what the hell is this girl doing. Is she crazy?

Thank god Darl was talking to me..

If not i would be udderly scared out of my wits.

As i was walking i kept telling her

:" you wait uh i need to check if the thing is on me."

I told her twice.. EEEEEWWWW

Ok back home, i fixed up my cable tv.

Amazingly, I did it with just a try!

YAY of cus i did consult Hubby.. lols

Suddenly felt wasted getting the HD set top.

Cus the tv here is super old school type.

-.-

PS: I CANT WAIT TO WORK!!!!!

PPS: I WANT TO PRINT CASHHH!! lols

PPPS: In the end, i would still say i want to work. LOLS

2010-07-16T16:54:00.001+08:00

Hello dear readers.

Well sorry for the lack of updates. Was busy with moving house.
Finally settled down and my beloved deceased grandma house.

Miss the times being here since young.
My past 2 days have been very peaceful except for receiving ALOT of unknown numbers calling.
Which is so annoying because everytime those numbers call, its the time we're rushing to move bulky items.
And it almost caused me to drop my hp. Thank god never.

Oh ya going to prepare for school now..
And I'm gonna bring my own family out ltr..

Would be back to update. And Sorry that there would be no pictures available this 2 days.
But I will apply for cable tv and internet connection tmr so that we won't be so bored.

PS: The garden is fucking chio...

2010-07-14T08:18:00.001+08:00

Hello!

Dont worry im not dead yet.

Have been having Fever on and off the past few days.

And was down with sore throat, flu and cough.

Saturday:

Off to Giant, Ikea and Courts.

Went window shopping and had dinner at Subway.

After sending mum home, we went to meet Singho and had Mr prata for supper.

I skipped due to sore throat.

Then sent Singho home and dear accompanied me to order Fish Soup home to eat. =D

Sunday:

Off to "grandma" house.

Why i bracket is because she aint alive anymore.

Someone whom i loved the most and doted on me with 100% love.

She passed away when I was in secondary school..

Oh ya anyway I was sick so i dint go to the temple with mum to pray to her.

So me and hubby went down to her house instead.

Off to Northpoint for dinner and then sent mum home.

Off to meet Singho and Kenneth for dinner at Simpang Bedok for dinner.

Then home sweet home for us while Kenneth went to town.

Monday:

Still not feeling well...

And no lesson for today. So i NUAED all the way at home=p

Tuesday:

Suppose to meet darl but i over slept.

Woke up at 6pm went to prepare and off to Daiso shopping.

Amos kor and Sherlyn dasao came along so they went to have dinner with hubby while i do my shopping.

I spent $60 in Daiso alone. -.-

Buying stuff for school.

Bought bubble tea and hubby bought me 2 books.

Twilight SAGA: eclipse and breaking dawn

I lost my books so i was so dam miserable.

And hubby bought them for me!!!

After that they went SB without me cus I as a good girl dont want to stay out late.

BUT THEN when i reached home,

what i hear is not peace but quarrel.

Parents quarrelled and then gave me attitute.

Its rare that i wanna go home early and they freaking quarrel.

So i packed my stuff and cabbed to Darl's place.

HAving that few hrs of peaceful-ness was good man..

But I felt bad having to disturb her rest.

When I left for home, and was surfing the net guess what.

CB father of mine want to pick a fight with me.

Always nag say i sleep late waste his electrical bills.

Saying I am USELESS and GOOD FOR NOTHING.

Can help bf to save but i spend his money like water.

HELLOOOOO I spent so much due to my course i took.

I need more and more items then what he thinks a MUA needs.

Ok nvm so i dont want to pick a fight with him, i close the door.

He comes in and opens the door and shout at me again for 2 times.

Until i got so pissed i blasted music..

Then he came in and scream at me AGAIN.

So i ignored him and he took the freaking broom and smack me at my neck.

I got up and freaking slap him twice (i think) in his face.

And i started throwing things at him.

Fuc*ked him and sweared at him.

Mum came in and ask me to stop quarrelling with him.

So i told her this "Who ask him to suck up to his mother's pussy come back and find fault with us?"

(in chinese)

So he not knowing chinese thought i was scolding him.

But i corrected him and i said " No i was not talking about you, im talking about your mum"

So readers, if you think i am rebellious, think again.

If someone for no fuck reason scolds you and hammer you, how would you feel?

And so I decided to quit my course and not go for exams.

DONT TRY to persuade me.

Too bad.

You may wonder how could i have the heart to waste parents money like that,

But then again, why must it always be my exam period they come and add on to my stress level??

Why cant they just understand that im staying up late to think of ideas for my exam.

Its like in 2days time.

Cant they just excuse me till then?

I told hubby Im not going for exams...

But haven told him what that fucker said about him.

You guys want to know what?

He said this " You say love Eric, but dont care about me? help him save but never help me think. He very great uh?"

Yes hubby is that great. He can afford a car, and what can my father afford??

Say a car is a waste of money?

I can tell you i take cab more then my father eat rice la hor...

I really dont know what to say.

If one more time that fucker hit me again, I will fly down to the hospital and get a report and go to court to make my father stay away from this house.

You think i dare not?

Try me.

Hubby once mentioned.

If someone hit your sensitive part, hit him back, cus its protecting oneself.

I guess my slap across his face would make him xia suay for the rest of his live.

What guys hate most? A slap across their face form a girl!

Been torlerating your anger and violence since primary school.

Now im all grown up, you hit me, i sue you for molestation and violence.

you once hit mummy when you both quarrel.

Why dint she divorce you that time...

Seriously my uncle should have just shut his effing mouth.

I hate my father...

If not because of him, i wont be violent.

But thanks to him, I become even smarter.

Trust me, I will and i mean i WILL make you suffer for the hit across my neck you gave today.

Last thing to add on.
If by siding me that time (the conflict between my and my fucking bitchy pussy cousin) makes you so great,
im sorry I know you help because what she did was horrible.
Secrets kept between OWN family have nothing to do with other members not invlolved.
She backside itchy want to fit herself into the topic caused problems for herself too.

I dont mind if she say out my secret, but then again,
she is too bitchy already.

Hiya once famous sentence people always say...
Birds of a feather flock together.

Same species with my father, will fuck together...

I will always be on my mum's side.

And one thing for sure, haters would def not side me.
But its ok... You can jolly well joing the same flock of feathers ok?

2010-07-10T04:08:00.000+08:00

2 things I would like to blog today.

Before I blog about yesterday's outing,

How about my reviews on the recent floods in sg.

To me I dont believe its the end of the world.

Or rather i think its the sg drainage system.

Thanks to us singaporeans, we always litter like nobody's biz.

Thus causing water to not flow smoothly into them.

How sad when sg do a part for us, but we are selfish enough to hack care and not do our part isnt?

PS: Im not blaming anyone for it, just saying generally.

Ok back to topic.

Yester went to catch the movie ECLIPSE!!

OH YA GOD!! Jacob became so (%)*#@)^&(!*^)#$@%@)
Argghhh...
So Darl kept asking me this
:" You choose you want to stay in a wooden house or a grand home"
Wah lao.. So i Told her this..
:'Given me a choice, Mon, Wed, Fri = Jacobs home
Tues, Thurs,Sat = Edwards home, as for Sun, I rest at home. "

HAHAHAH
She kept complaining that Edward's Lips aint as red as it used to be.
So i told her maybe not cold enuff to turn red. HAHAH

She is insanely In Love With Micheal Joe Jackson.
So now all my readers know, hopefully she wont tell me again tmr. =p

See Sher!!! Your boobs bigger then mine!!!RAHHHH
And going out with Sher and darl, I think i should learn from my lesson.
Always wear HEELS! I look so uber short and I look like a small KID!

After the movie, decided to go Pasir Ris Park to chitchat.

So hubby sent us thr. When we reached, Darl said this, why dint we think of going Xing Wang.

So we u-turn to Xing Wang.

Hubby dropped us off and he went back home to rest.

We had a delicious sumcious meal with 2 eggs, FISH, SHAO YARH( as how the china lady mention ),

French Toast, 2 Xiang Gang Nai Cha ( as how she pronounce again ) and Bing Xi Gua.

LOLSSS

Shermane was praying hard there will not be "TEH" "TEH" "TEH...

And it was all silence until....

"TEH" "TEH" "TEH"

HAHAHAHHAHA What a waste...

Here comes the BING XI GUA

And.... Xiang Gang Nai Cha...

It turned out that the eggs were not soft boil.

2nd time it came, some parts were not cooked.

Bad, bad... Bad boiling of egg skills..

And and Sher likes the eggs plain without any light soya sauce.

So we kept disturbing her :" Wahhh you drink the sperm until so shiock uh "

She immeidately added dark sauce into it.. And she had to leave evidence down to make us tempted into annoying her. HAHAH

So Sher came out with this logic.

:"Must be they use my eggs for yours right!! So big down there... "

Sher asked the china lady this:" Your duck is for how many person "

The china lady told us this.:" 3 person should be enuff to finish "

In the end..... Looks like 1 person's share lorr!!

Darl and me is not really a DUCK fan, So darl skipped but i had some..

Look at the 3 plates of chilli SAUCE, Darl thought that duck meat should go with it. -.-

So i scoop a plate of the chilli for duck meat.

And she said it smells like the Chee Cheong Fan's chilli!

-.- Yes of cuss... Like DUHHHH

My toast with extra honey..

With is... My advice dont be as silly as me.

Its sweet to the earth's core!

No joke.. I gave up eating halfway..

After everything,
we wanted to exit the place to the taxi stand...
Sher received a msg by someone.
:" You said you will be back by 12.15am and Im back home but i see SHIT "
LMAOOOO
And then we realised we were bitten by mosquitos..

As we continued walking, we saw a bathtub that looks like a sauna tub!

And someone said this

:" AHHH the mosquito must have came from here... "

cheee beiii

Darl took a cab and dropped us home.On the cab,
Sher called Dexy and asked him to come down and fetch her.
He said this :"Im eating...."
Sher said :" But I scared la... "
He said :"Uh ok la ok la.."

And darl and me saw her crossing the road, L O N E L Y- L Y
HAHAHA..

After her was me. And then Darl.

Friday 9th July

Stayed home the whole day..
Cousins came over to pass me my bday present..
Just a ELSEVE hair serum (so i dint take a pic)

But that was so what I needed! Thanks dajie...

Now im having fever again.
And panadol seems to not be working...
Sian...

Anyway good night people..
Tmr I will be back to update on Hubby and my BABY.
Gonna collect it tmr and im so god dam EXCITED~~~